Seriously i’m pissed, grumpy, annoyed, whatever u name those adjectives similar to the word “MAD”! Jadi ceritanya gini, kan di kampus gw sistemnya kelas2an, tiap ganti tingkat which is setahun sekali baru ganti kelas, yah sama lah kyk SMA gtu.. Nah kelas gw yg terakhir pas akhir tingkat ngadain kyk tulisan2 kesan2 gtu atas masing2 anak kelas gtu, masing2 anak ngomenin anak lain anonimously, trus kesan2nya dikasih ke anak yg ditulis, nah kertas yg isinya kesan2 itu baru gw baca hari ini, itu jg nggak sengaja gw temuin karena tadi tas gw kebasahan kena ujan, jd pas ngeluarin2 isi tas gw liatlah ada itu trus gw baca. Sebenernya udah dibagi2in dari lama sih, cuma gw lupa tiap kali mau baca(kata lupa disini merupakan kata yg berhomonim dgn kata “malas”).

Anyway, sebenernya isinya nggak terlalu bermasalah2 amat sih kayak banyak jg yg ngomenin gw “baik banget, ramah, dll.” tp ada jg sebagian kecil yg harsh bgt dan kedengerannya ada dendam gtu ama gw yg bilang gw “belagu, ngejar nilai gak inget temen, jgn mengunderestimate orang,  ga suka ama gw, bla-bla-bla”. Sumpah gw kesel abis bacanya.

Meeen, se-perasaan gw, gw gak pernah nganggep gw ada masalah ama mereka2, gw masih mau ketawa2, becanda2, ikut2 acara kelas, walaupun emang gw kadang2 dingin, males aja gtu kayaknya klo setiap saat mesti faking muka gw bermanis2 ngobrol2 ga penting padahal saat itu gw lg bete krn byk urusan, lagian kesannya tuh klo gw mesti apa2 bareng mereka, ngegerombol, kayak “hey i wanna be ur best friend, please be my one..” oh my god that’s so highschool!  helllooww, it’s college, im doing what i want to do, it’s suppose to be years of being focus of what i intend to achieve and more about the future.

And i have my own issue too, gw nggak nge kos kyk mereka jd susah buat gw yg mesti dateng acara2 futsal-lah, olahraga-lah, nonton acara musik-lah, inilah, itulah, gw mesti ngeluarin tenaga buat balik lg ke kampus pdhl tadi paginya udah ada kuliah, belom jg bensin gw tekor, dan yg paling bikin gw nggak dateng itu karena gw masih tinggal ama keluarga gw, gw mau kemana2 masih ada nyokap gw yg kadang2 nggak bolehin karena gw udah keseringan maen dlm seminggu, okelah klo kadang2 gw masih mau. Mungkin gara2 gw ga dateng itu jg kli ya ada yg ga suka ama gw.

Emang salah klo gw aktif, sering2 nanya ama dosen, jawab2 pertanyaan dosen??? lagian emang klo gw ngejar nilai biar IP gw bagus jg gw salah ya??? Gw udh bener2 hati2 banget nih yah, gw nggak pernah (mungkin pernah sekali 2 kali, jarang bgt lah) yg namanya duduk di bangku paling depan biar muka gw slalu diinget dosen, trus misalnya kadang2 klo misalnya ada dosen nanya opini atau apa, gw nggak yg langsung “saya pak, saya saya disini pak!” trus lgsg cari muka bgt, ya ampun, gw jg nggak pernah gtu jg bgt kali! gw pasti nunggu dulu klo emang kira2 nggak ada yg jawab baru gw jawab, and u know what? by doing that i was actually saving ur asses guys, gw berusaha jaga kelasnya kondusif, and do u know what would likely happen if i dont do that? dosennya bakal bete, ada tuh dosen gw yg keluar gara2 kelas gw sepi. gw pengen bgt bilang ke semuanya, meng-encourage smua biar lebih aktif, jawab2, motivasi diri klo ada di kelas, apa-lah gtu karena gw tau semuanya pinter but just lack of guts, tp gw nggak enak mau ngomong gtu pasti malah pada mikir gw kesannya belagu yang ada.

Nggak tau deh, gw kesel aja pokoknya, gw tau byk bgt yg baik ama gw n ngerti ttg gw tp tetep aja yg sdikit itu yg paling membekas &bener2 berasa menampar gw.. tp untung di kelas kmaren gw dapet tmen sebangku yg asik, si Alex, klo di kelas bisa ketawa2 ngomongin orang, curhat, macem2 kocak2, hahaha, jd gw gak peduli ama yg kira2 nggak suka ama gw..

wow, panjang jg yah klo gw tulis disini jadinya, mungkin yg gw tulis diatas cuma sangkaan2 negatif gw aja (mudah2an), mungkin gwnya jg yg terlalu diambil hati, mungkin tujuan mereka baik dan mungkin emang gw yg kadang2 terlalu all over the place, but truthfully i never meant that! yaudahlah gw ambil positifnya aja, toh gw jg udh gak sekelas lg ama mereka, dan mudah2an hubungan gw ama kelas gw yg sekarang lebih oke!

Ciao ciao!

and by the way kertasnya langsung gw buang abis baca, whatever, hahahaha..

Yes,  seriously, im no good being a blogger!

I haven’t written any blog since like friggin’ forever,  already a year, gosh! I don’t know why but I even forgot that I have a blog! maybe it’s because my second year of college really took my life. I shouldn’t blame anything for not writing my blog as we can see a lot of people are still doing their busy days without missing a day writing their blog (I can’t imagine how they’re doing that), but still it was hard for me tho!)

And something bad about me is that I’m an INCONSISTENT kinda person! yea, im really incosistent,  at the beginning of something i always being agressive on doing that but halfway of it then becomes naaahh, boriiing..

well anyway im back now, hope i can write more often..

Anggun’s new album is coming! it’s Elévation!!!

OH MY EFFING GOD!

Anggun is my most favorite star ever, she is a goddess!!!

Anggun’s forthcoming album “Elevation” is set to drop on October 20th, while waiting here is the the tracklisting for both version (French & English) :

01. J’ignorais tout
02. Si tu l’avoues
03. Hymne à la vie
04. Rien à écrire
05. Si je t’emmène
06. Plus fort
07. Cette nuit
08. Tentation
09. Le temps perdu
10. Est-ce un hasard
_________

01. A change
02. Crazy
03. Seize the moment
04. No song
05. My man
06. Stronger
07. Give it to love
08. Hide and Run
09. Divine
10. Is it a sign ?
11. Eden in her eyes

can’t wait to have them!

one of her song is “Si tu l’avoues” which in english & indonesian version is “Crazy”

and the song is sooo brilliant, with the mixing is just perfect!!!

i’ll put the videos here:

French version

and if u want to sing it outloud here’s the lyric:

Si Tu L’avoues

Dans mes nuits mes insomnies tous ses réveils tous ses sommeils
Des mises en scène dont je dis ces mots qui traînent au coin du cœur
Des messages ou des missiles je te dédie télépathie
Tous les silences que jempile des explosifs en guise d’accalmies

Pour que tu me voies que dois-je faire encore que dois-je faire encore pour toi
Pour que tu me croies que dois-je dire plus fort

Même si cest flou tu es devant moi je tai trouvé, trouvé cest tout
Si tu lavoues je pourrai donner tout ce que jai cest flou
pour toi et pour nous Il suffit dy croire et despérer cest tout
même si cest flou Je suis devant toi on sest trouvé cest fou cest tout

Jen ai vécu des épreuves les contes de fées sont dépassés
Moi je te donnerai la preuve quil suffit dêtre prêt pour durer
Jaime tes faiblesses et tes forces et de ta vie jai tout appris
Je connais lhomme sous lécorce un taux dimperfection dharmonie

Pour que tu me voies que dois-je faire encore que dois-je faire encore pour toi
Pour que tu me croies que dois-je dire plus fort que dois-je dire que dois-je dire plus fort

Même si cest flou même si cest flou tu es devant moi je tai trouvé cest tout
Si tu lavoues si tu lavoues je pourrai donner tout ce que jai cest fou
Pour toi et pour nous Il suffit dy croire et despérer cest tout
Même si cest flou je suis devant toi on sest trouvé cest fou cest tout

Indonesian version

this is the lyric

JADI MILIKMU (CRAZY)

Setiap kali bermimpi
Aku menunggu datangnya kamu
Setiap kali ku tahu
Kau buat hati ku tersipu
Walau Cuma sekejap
Gelisah hilang, dan mungkin lenyap
Setiap kali terjadi, engkau membuatku terpana

Yang aku mau hanya dirimu
Kau seorang
Yang aku mau jadi milikmu

You know that its true
Aint no body as I am crazy for you
Its all about you
Everybody knows that Im crazy for you
You know that its true
Promised you the world that go crazy for you
Its all about you
Everything you do makes me crazy for you

Tak lagi ku mencari
Yang aku rindu ada disini
Tak lagi aku sendiri
Wajahmu terlukis dihati
Engkau matahariku
Bersinar pagi, sinar malam ku
Hati yang dulu biru
Kini tertawa karena mu

You know that its true
Its all about you
You make me going crazy
Know that its true
Its all about you
You make me going crazy

i really can’t wait to see anggun promotes her album in indonesia, i heard she’s coming to Bali Asian Beach Games!

for today i wanna write a french word:

déesse

means: goddess!

akhirnya keluar jg IP gw dan hasilnya Alhamdulillah, walaupun rada turun…

STAN tuh plg jago deh bikin mahasiswanya jantungan!

anyway, gw lg males nulis apa2an nih, next time aja yah…

Bsok pengumuman IP, dag-dig-dug-duer, doakan saya yah tman2, smoga bisa naik ke tingkat 2 dengan IP yg bagus, Amien..

btw, hari ini gw baru aja ntn trailernya Laskar Pelangi.. duh seru bgt kayaknya, tp agak bakalan sedih jg ceritanya, can’t wait to see it, gw harus ntn premierenya.. klo yg belum liat trailernya ntn aja nih..

atonement

“in my dreams,
i kiss your cunt,
your sweet wet cunt,
in my thoughts i make love to you all day long..”

woohoo, that’s quite vulgar!
that quote was actually taken from Robbie’s letter for Cecilia..
i like this movie (since it’s one of my pleasures, medieval ones) but somehow i don’t, maybe because i hate one of the character that overwhelmed the story, Briony, i hate her even more than i hate Lady Catherine in Pride and Prejudice. oh, well..

Briony Tallis and her family live a life of wealth and privilege in their enormous mansion. Robbie Turner (James McAvoy), the educated son of the family’s housekeeper, loves Briony’s older sister Cecilia (Keira Knightley, i love her too, hoho..). apparently Cecilia, or known as Cee also loves him too. When it does, Briony, who has a crush on Robbie, is compelled to interfere, going so far as accusing Robbie of a crime he did not commit. Cecilia and Robbie declare their love for each other, but he is arrested because of Briony’s bearing false witness (hate her!), then those three lives is changed forever. After that Cee run away from her family and try to find Robbie.

Briony continues to seek forgiveness for her childhood mistake. Through a terrible and courageous act of imagination, she finds the path to her uncertain atonement, and to an understanding of what love is.

She finally meets Robbie and Cee, and ask for apology. Robbie has become a soldier and Cee is a nurse. By the time she meet them, Robbie had to go for his duty to france. And at the end, Robbie and Cee couldn’t make it to live a long and happy life together, thanks to you Briony!!! arrrrggghh!!! Robbie dies because of a disease that spread at the war and Cee dies by drowning.. pretty sad ending, ToT

The movie was based on the novel by Ian McEwan, Atonement (i should’ve been reading it before i watched it!) but hey, i’m not in Thornburg’s class anymore, God, those tiring thornburg’s days..

well anyway i have this rather funny thing on my mind while i watch this movie,

Why does Briony always have the same haircut since she was young ’til old??? take a look:

this is when she’s 13 year old..

18 year old

this one i don’t know, probably 70ish..

see how cute it is? ahahahaha, maybe the director want to substantiate the character, but in a cute way..

well anyway, hope u guys like the movie as i do too..

spanish for today:

Pelicula (pelikula)

means: Movie!

Nih dia klo mau lihat hasil usm stan 2008, klik di bawah ini yah:

HASIL USM STAN 2008

Trus lihat juga nih pengumuman tambahannya (daftar ulang, dll..), klik dibawah ini:

PENGUMUMAN DAFTAR ULANG

Selamet yah buat yang keterima,, WELCOME TO STAN!

buat yg belum keterima, gak usah putus asa masih banyak jalan menuju kesuksesan!!!

spanish for today

FELICIDADES

means: CONGRATULATIONS!

It’s fasting month, yay! but omigod the clock is ticking so fast, claro que si! i still remember last year fasting month was quite a bit suffocating for me with the whole college stuffs, they were killing me! :lmao:

anyway, gw td pagi sahur gila2an.. gw emang klo sahur gtu deh, makan semua makanan yg masih bisa perut gw tampung.. abis perut gw bener2 ga tahan laper, klo gak dipaksa bisa2 tengah hari pasti perut gw kesakitan deh.. akhirnya pas sahur tadi gw berhasil menyetok cadangan makanan di perut gw yaitu:

Oatmeal as Appetizer,

Nasi+Ayam Goreng+Sambal Goreng Kentang as Main Course,

Mango fruit as Dessert,

2 jumbo glasses of mineral water,

and i don’t drink milk(because i just got the infos couples of months ago that dairy products are not too good for O-blood drive, besides it will make me getting fat a lot)

Btw, semalem pas lagi tarawih, gw liat anak2 sd dan smp gitu pada bawa Agenda Ramadhan.. FYI, Agenda Ramadhan tuh semacem catatan harian apa aja yg kita lakuin selama bulan puasa, jd mereka mesti ngisi hal2 kyk sholat subuh jam brp, sholat sunnah gak, jamaah apa gak, baca qur’an ampe mana, dengerin kultum trus dicatet, puasa apa enggak, dan byk hal deh yg bisa dilakuin di bulan ramadhan..hal2 ini mau gak mau harus dilakuin, krn klo enggak bakal ketauan dan dapet nilai jelek di sekolah buat pelajaran agama.. sebenernya rada kurang bagus jg sih, tp cukup efektif buat ngelatih anak2 kecil supaya termotivasi dalam menjalankan ibadah2 di bulan puasa..

Gw dulu SD dan SMP (SMA enggak) sering bgt disuruh nyatet kyk gtu di buku agenda ramadhan yg dikasih guru2 agama gw.. gw dulu, jujur, kadang2 suka boong ngisinya, biasanya gw boong klo yg di bagian kultum tuh gw sering bgt ngisi asal-asalan, klo hari2 pertama masih rajin tp kesananya jd males, krn ya ampun, masak udh detik2 mo buka, disaat lagi laper2nya mesti nyimak kultum yg ada di tivi2, siapa yg ngasih kultum, isinya apa aja, dan klo gw dengerin kultumnya ga dr tv, misalnya dr mesjid deket rumah gw, gw mesti dapet tandatangan yg ngasih kultum!!! biasanya gw klo yg bagian itu ngisinya belakangan dah, klo udah selesai puasa dan masih ada sisa liburan, gw ngisi semuanya yg belum gw isi dengan kultum2 karangan gw, dengan topik2 antara lain, jadi orang janganlah tamak, thd orgtua haruslah berbakti dan jangan durhaka, jauhi sikap sombong, dll yg sering diungkap ustad2 (kadang2 klo topik2 gw udah mentok, kakak gw bakal ngarangin bwt gw).. trus biasanya nama pemberi kultum gw tulis nama2 ustad yg ada di mesjid deket rumah gw, dan karena ustadnya sedikit yg gw tau namanya jd kadang2 gw ulang2 namanya, trus tandatangannya gw palsuin, wakakakak, parah yak gw, yah namanya jg anak kecil baru belajar puasa.. tapi gw ga pernah bolong puasanya loh!!!

Sekarang emang udah ga ada yg namanya agenda ramadhan yg mesti gw isi, tp bukan berarti gw bisa males2an ibadah di bulan puasa.. as i grew older i learned all about the fasting and praying thing, dan gw harusnya bertanggung jawab kpd Alloh SWT bukan kpd guru agama gw..

spanish for today

ayunando y oraciónando

means: fasting and praying

Smalem, gw ato dita vada berkaraoke ria di nav margo city, dravida yg lain d ga ikut..

btw, dravida itu bikinannya ato, singkatan nama2 gtu, ga jelas deh..

nih dia video2nya, tonton yah, trus buka di situs you tube dan kasih KOMEN!!!

THANKS…

Us Singing-With You

Us Singing-Cintaku

Us Singing-P.U.S.P.A

Us Singing-No Air

hadoohhh, akhirnya uas selesai juga..

mana hari terakhir mata kuliah perpajakan lagi, fiuuhh.. untung td gw lumayan bisa.. hoho.. tp gw gak maw terlalu yakin ah, gw tinggal berdoa deh sekarang supaya hasilnya memuaskan, Amienn..

ujiannya sih sebenernya mulai jam 11, but since me and some other friends decided to study together, so we came earlier and meet in front of G building..

selesai ujian jam 2 gtu, dan setelah ujian pajak yg menguras tenaga dan pikiran bikin qta semua kelaperan, hahahah,,  we need to get some treat! dan pergilah gw, aulia, gery, dhika, ony, dinzy dan evy ke HokBen! disana ngomong2 biasalah mulai dari yg gak penting kyk bsok mo ngapain dan smpe bawa2 nama sheila marcia.. apa ajalah yg jelas qta bisa menghilangkan suntuk!

jam 4 gw cabut duluan maw ngajar, dinda jg, tp mereka masih stay disana.. ngajar seperti biasa bertemu si rayhan n bahas ini itu.. pulang2 ternyata hujan,, i really love rain when i can listen to the raindrops at home, but not when i’m driving!!!

anyway, the result is, i’m really freakin tired now..